No martini tonight, I'll have a nice dark glass of red wine

Got a great view of the main artery of the city and hearing the hum of traffic om a warm Friday night has inspired me to chnage my choice of beverage this evening.

I've chosen to spend the evening reflecting on my blessings and curses. My friends, family and life. My main arteries. How lucky am I? Feels like I'm the luckiest person in the world really. And its not just the wine talking! Got one of the greatest jobs I've ever had and am enjoying the fruits of my previous labour. My world flipped from bad to blessed in one day, one flip of the moon and rising of the sun.
My best guy friend returned to me, well not me but the city and is displaying feelings of like. A previous fling becoming ignited while other options flood my world with options of a future mate. I ask myself, do I even want one? A previous lack of desire for one, I find myself questioning it. Has my life become one in which can make room for the infamous existence of a significant other? Perhaps it may be so. And I am left with these thoughts to ponder. one thought has become should I even ponder this or just let things fall as they may? I have decided to do both. Ponder and let the chips fall where they wish...