On a day like this, ice cold cosmopolitan please with lime!

I slept all day, trying hard not to think about the reality of my life at the moment. No job meaning no income and a mortgage to pay. I want to flip the script so bad. I have cried so much that when I got to that point yesterday, I had no tears, dry heaves is all that came.

In an effort to help me my friend has given me a copy of the Alchemist. I have yet to pick it up and get the motiviation to read it, even though i know it will help. Perhaps I will soon...

I came to the safe place we all go to when we feel helpless, a place that makes us all feel safe and comforted, where all our problems seem to have a solution. Our parents. Mom or Dad, no matter how much they annoy us or bother us or whatever us, there is always a sense of comfort when they are present. I am here, in the comfort of my parents castle and am thankful that they are such beautiful people.

The weather is hot outside, so I am gonna go make myself an ice cold cosmo and see if I get a tan!